Being a women
Is a bliss or a curse
Being a women
Just hurts….

You leave your house
Which is not your home
You get married To a place
Which is not your own….
In the end You have nowhere else to go…

No matter how much you suffer
No matter how much you cry
You still stay there
Beacause in the end
You have nowhere else to go…

No one understands your pain
No one knows your fear
How much your heart aches
Only your tears know…
In the end You have nowhere else to go….

You live all your life
Being just a good wife
All your love and sacrifice
Only in your tears it lies….
Because in the end You have nowhere else to go….

I wish there was a place
Where you could call home
I wish there was a place
Which was your own
You dint had to suffer
You dint had to cry
In the end You had some place to go.. .

Who is that girl
Looks so funny
She surely cannot be my friend…

A day passed by
Than few weeks
And yes we are friends…

Months later
Years later
20 years and we are still friends…

Yes that girl
Who looked so funny
Is my best friend…

We share same bday
Our family calls us twin…

We are damn crazy
We are also lazy
Yes it’s that same girl…

We have had pani puri
Vada pav and dabeli
On the streets
Saying bhaiya ek aur please…

We have bunked lectures
To get wet in rains
And jump in puddles
Like some kiddies…

We were the last benchers
Proud to be
Oh i miss all that mischief….

We’ve watched movies
Laughed insanely
Calling out the audience
In the dark seat…

We went to the canteen
Cooked our own meal
The chef said we were crazy….

Remember the security
Who never smiled??
And we forced him to say hi
Whenever we passed by….
Yes he waved and said good bye
On the last day..

My crazy friend
Who cried on the phone
On her wedding day…

We are now in different countries
But distance doesn’t matter
As they always say….

We are still same crazy
When we video call
Now our hubby call us insane…

Time flies by
We are now mothers
But we are still kids
When with each other….

We can laugh out loud
We can cry and shout
When we are together…
We understand each other
Like No one other…

I miss you a lot
And love you loads
Yes you are that funny girl…

I still don’t know
How it happened
I am still friends with this crazy girl….

I carry a beautiful smile
Wherever I go
How much my heart hurts
No one knows…

I feel so lonely
No one to share
I wish there was someone
Who would truly care….

I stand by the window
Every night
I talk to the moon
And hug my pillow tight….

My moon has seen me happy
My moon has seen me cry
I talk to him evrything
With him my secrets lie…

The emptiness in my heart
The desire to be loved
Is never fulfilled
I feel like a nerd….

I wish there was someone
Who always wanted me by his side
Just as the moon
Who always has me tied….

I wish there was someone to listen
I wish there was someone to care
I wish I had the key to happiness
I wish someone was there….

Hi dad how are you..
I am Sure you must be doing great
In heaven above…
But I am sure you must be missing me
The way I miss you too…
You would want to hug me
The way I want to…
I know you want to kiss my forehead and tell me how much you care
The bond that I had with you
With no-one I can share…
The last moments
The last laughter
The last tears
The last talk
I have saved them all in my heart…
I just close my eyes
And relive them every single day…
In my memories you walk….
My heart cries out loud…
When kids ask me
Where is grandpa ???
They could not get your love and care..
Why life is so unfair…
You were not only a father in law
But a father and a friend
Being away from you
Seems like an end ….
As they say life goes on…
But I don’t know how..
It’s not easy to stay without you…
You are only in my memories now…

At tender age of 20
I fell in love with the only one…
Soon we were holding hands
Taking vows of marriage
At the age of 21….
I was still understanding
The differences of marriage
When I was gifted with a baby
At the age of 23….
Too many changes in my body..
Lots of mixed emotions…
Too young to handle everything
But I still was going on…
At age of 25…my best friend my father in law…diagnosed with cancer….
The most difficult part of my life…
That i cannot get over….
Taking care of him
was a big responsibility…
I cherished each moment spent with him…and I still miss him….
I was 27 when I had another surprise ..my son was inside me…while my daughter was in my arms…
While My son came in this world and my father in law left this world…
Lots of mixed emotions…I don’t know how to unfold …
10 years of my life …I have given to my love family and kids….
While giving up on my family friends and dreams….
Today many people criticize me for not doing anything or doing it all wrong…
Let me tell you something….I am very very proud of myself…
I know what i have done and I know how i have done….
Please get into my shoe…and if you walk even half a mile that I have…I will salute you….
I am very happy with all that I have done…and all the decisions I take….I don’t need your criticism…I know it’s all fake…
If you really want to give me something .. lend me your helping hand….Stand with me toe to toe….and share my smile and pain…
Celebrate my success….hug me when I am in pain….understand me when I am crazy….love me when I am saint….

Life was dark
No light to be seen.
Everyday hustle
Was all that had been.
Suddenly an angel
Gifted you to me.
A ray of light
was now to be seen.
Everyday you grew little inside me
And happiness was now all that I could see.
Years passed by
And see how you’ve grown.
Don’t worry about the world
Your worth only I know.
No matter what the world says to you
Remember you are my shining star
And I love you.
Don’t ever give up
Don’t ever cry.
You are my angel
I know you can fly.
I don’t know what life has in store
I don’t know how long
I am here with you at the shore.
But you my darling
have a long way to go.
Always remember
you are my sunshine
You are my inspiration.
Mummy looks up to you
You are my destination.

What is freedom???
Why do we celebrate independence day???
Giving seats to reserved class and letting the deserving candidate be home???
Providing employment by influence and hardworking youngsters left unemployed???
Breaking the laws and rules and set free by corruption???
Voting criminals to be politicians and see the end of system???
Setting the boys free and locking the girls home with fear of boys???
Leaving the rapist in 4 years and let victim suffer all life???
Collecting tax to fill up own pockets and let common man strive hard for living???
If this is what freedom is than yes I will celebrate independence day in high spirit!!!
If we celebrate for freedom of india than I am sorry I will not…
India is still a slave to corruption unemployment crime injustice…
I am not living in a free india….

Teri sanso ki wo mehek jo mujhe chhu jaya karti thi…
Wo aaj bhi kahi na kahi mujhe chhu rahi hai…
Teri baho ki wo garmahat jo mere badan ko chhur kar deti thi..
Wo aaj bhi mujhe aaghosh me leti hai….
Teri aankho ka woh nasha jisme main doob jaya karti thi…
Wo aaj bhi mujhe dekh rahi hai….
Tere narm honth jo mere hotho ko chhute the..
Wo aaj bhi mujhe mehsoos hote hai..
Wo sard rato me Teri baho me jab main apne aap ko kho deti thi..
Wo yaadein aaj bhi mujhe rato ko sone nahi deti….
Kuch is tarah se tu mujhme yu samaya hua hai ki aaina bhi dekhu to tu nazar aata hai…
Saanse bhi lu toh Teri aahat si aati hai…
Na tu mere paas hai na tere aane ki ummed hai…
Phir bhi tera intezar hai aur is intezar ke har lamhe se bhi mujhe pyar hai…

What can be more beautiful than a couple in unconditional love…
The love that everyone longs for….
The laughter and tears…
The fight and anger….
The passasiveness and madness…
The fear of losing each other…
The dreams of living together each moment….
But destiny had some different plans….
The world seemed against their love…and they were separated by hatred…
Unity did happen but with different people….
Not a single day passed when they did not miss each other…
The memories of the time spent were always on their mind…
They met after years and saw each other…
Heart started racing…eyes were pouring lot of emotions ….lips were silent…
They ran to each other and stood there thinking….
Should they…or they should not…
Feelings were on fire…
They hugged each other like never before…
Tears just went on a flow…
A deep sigh…only one wish..
Never to be seperated again…
But they knew in their heart…
They were united with someone else…and could never come back…
With heart full of love they bid a good bye…
Their unconditional love….
Was left to cry…

Life was so beautiful.
Had never been so happy before.
Suddenly the truth of life just flashed before my eyes.
Don’t know what should I see
The lie that made my life just perfect
Or the truth that shattered my heart into pieces.
I sit here by the window
And think of all the lie that I have lived.
It’s difficult to make choices.
Should I unsee the truth and continue living the lie that makes me so happy…
Or pick up my broken heart pieces and walk away with tears in my eyes….
Some day I will find the answers from my broken heart….
But till then it’s difficult to keep the broken pieces together …