Everything fell apart!

When he fell in love with her
He was not aware what love was.
But there was a smile on his face
When he met her..
A spark in his eyes to see her…
He would listen to her for hours..
Forgetting the world around..
He fell in love with her simplicity
Her innocence
Her heart so pure
And the fairytale of happily ever after
Seemed to be true…
But all of a sudden
Everything fell apart..
There was a fog of mistrust in front of his eyes…
Her innocence turned to doubt for him
Her simplicity seemed fake..
The love between them started fading away..
She cried out loud
But the tears of rain could not wipe the fog out…
With pain in her heart and love in her eyes
She left the world never to return…
The wind blew strong and the fog seemed to fade..
He opened his eyes and saw the sand falling from his hand
He called her out but she was not near
How he wished to tell her how much he loved her
Just one last time…
Please come back his heart cried out
Just the way she cried for him
Her soul smiled from up above
To see the love again in his eyes
The fog has gone out and the sky is clear
But now she will never be near…

Sacrifices of a man!!

We always talk about sacrifices of a women..but we never consider the same for a man .
We talk about responsibilities of a woman but ignore that of a man.
We understand fears of a women but not of a man.
Why do we think it’s only woman whose life changes after marriage and man is enjoying his status? Just bcoz woman leaves her house and comes to live with the husband.
No doubt a woman has to go through a lot of adjustments but so does a man.
He has to change for his wife yet remain the same for his mother.
He has to please his wife without making his mother insecure.
He has to love his wife and care for his sister.
He has to balance his whole life.
Yet one step ahead towards any one relation takes him two steps behind from another relation.
It’s a thin fine line that he has to draw between all his relations.
He has to be a doting father and a responsible son.
He has to earn hard to keep up with his family expectations.
He works hard at office and helps at home.
He first fulfills his family needs and then looks at his own.
He dsnt cry he dsnt break, he has to be strong for his family sake.
No matter how hurt he is, he has to be strong.
He is a shoulder for everyone to weep, his feelings are buried in his heart deep down.
It is so easy to blame him for anything that goes wrong,
Just one goal he misses and he is gone!
Everyone forgets the sacrifices he makes, no one talks about the adjustments he makes.
He is pulled between his wife and his mom, either he is a bad husband or a bad son!
Why do we always put a pressure on him to be perfect? Why can’t we women learn to adjust?
His love for everyone cannot be measured, he loves unconditionally and has to be treasured!
Let’s make life of every man simple,
Let us all woman forget all wrinkles.
Let’s celebrate women day but also make every day special for man
Let’s love him unconditionally and show him that we can!

No soul

In middle of the dark frozen night
When the world is half asleep
I stand here by the window
Thinking of what all I could be

The moon so bright and stars shining so far
The cars on the street and lights everywhere
Everything has a life
Everything has a goal
But deep inside me
I am left with no soul…

Imperfectly perfect mom!

A mom blogger
Having fun with her kids
An amazing baker
Baking different types of dish.
A fashionista,
Wearing different types of stones
A perfect wife
Balancing her work and home.
When I see all of them
On insta and Facebook
I start doubting
My own motherhood.
I am in my comfy pajamas all day
Fashion from me is far away.
I don’t know to grill or bake
But good food is all that I make.
I am not a blogger mom
Nor do I post with my kids
But i do have lot of fun with them
And take care of their needs.
Work and home, I sail in both
I am not perfect, but I do see growth.
I am not a follower nor an influencer 
I am a happy wife and mom
And that makes me prouder.

Blind love for a child!!

Human nature amuses me
Its difficult at times to understand
What drives this kind of abrupt behaviour.
Blind love of parents for their kids to an extent that spoils the character of their own child.
Parents fail to see that their pampered child has chosen a wrong path.
Or may be they are unable to accept that their child can do something wrong.
This is a common behaviour specially in the high societies.
Where parents dont take out enough time to talk to their kids but show love through expensive gifts.
Its very important as a parent to show your child the difference between right and wrong.
To tell your child to accept mistakes and have courage to make it right.
Not to overshadow the child’s mistakes and go blind.
With time the child learns that he or she can never be wrong.
And a little ups and downs in life aggravates their anger.
And such behaviour leads to destruction of self or others.
Than it’s too late for a parent to turn back time.
Unconditional love for a child is what we all do.
But blind love is not what you should do.

Rape- a horrifying act!

Lying in the pool of blood
My body cries for help
My soul is torn apart
And has started to melt.
Those men came In like a dark storm
And destroyed my innocence away
I was treated like an animal
Dragged and thrown in hay.
I screamed for mercy
But they dint feel my pain
They pushed themselves on me
Dont know what they gained.
It did not end there
They wanted some more
After crushing my soul
My body was torn.
They hit me with their belt
Crushed my face with stone
My every nerve was bleeding
And I was left with crushed bones.
I lie down here with my last breath
To all women this is a threat.
No matter what we wear
No matter what we do
We are not spared
From the evil eyes of monsters
Age dsnt matter
If you are months days or years old
They will blame you for the diapers or the stick that you hold.
Frock saree or burkha
Clothes are always a reason
Such culprits commit crime
But never go to prison.
The law is hand cuffed
By politicians and land lords
We can only cry and ask for help
To our gods.
Government will keep changing
But the state of women will remain the same
The throne is not to protect the people
But just a bloody game.
Let us all unite and stand together
Against all the unjust
Let’s fight these monsters
And save the rest of us.

Secret tears!!

I locked myself in bathroom today,
And cried for a long time..
My secret tears I dint want anyone to see,
Not bcoz I dont want to share my pain..
But bcoz I know, noone understands them…
Noone to talk to..noone to share…
I am sure many know this pain of loneliness…
When you have no escape from the sacrifices that u have made…and that you still have to make….
When you have no loving heart to hug you and tell you it’s all ok…
When you know you have to fight your battle alone…
When you know you are not the same person…
Situation circumstances have changed you to be someone else…
When you miss yourself so bad…
But you cannot go back…
And there is noone around to tell you…
I will love you no matter what you be..
When you just want that someone
Who loves you unconditionally…
With no promises…no conditions..
Then you realise that person Is a fiction…
There is noone that can love you and accept you the way you are ..
Everyone loves you and wants you for a reason…
Only you can love yourself unconditionally…
Only you can understand yourself…
Only you can act crazy by yourself while noone to judge ..
Only you can cry alone and understand your pain…
Secret tears…that’s what it is!!!

Thak si gayi hu main

Rishton ki in uljhano me, ulajh si gayi hu main
Teri Wafa nibhate nibhate thak si gayi hu main…

Ek muddat hui mujhe muskuraye hue
Teri muskurahaton me apne ansu chupate Chupate thak si gayi hu  main…

Parayo ko bhi apnaya hai maine tere liye
Har rishton ko nibhaya hai maine tere liye
Ab rishton ka karz chukate chukate thak si gayi hu main….

Har kadam badhaya hai maine tere liye
Kash do kadam tum bhi badhate mere liye
Khud roothkar apne aapko manate manate thak si gayi hu main…

Jitni mohabbat maine ki hai tujhse
Kash itni shiddat se tune bhi wafa nibhayi hoti
Teri mohabbat ke liye taraste taraste thak si gayi hu main…